HeArTbReAkInG

Last night I was extremely tired and felt like crying. All the way home I wished that I was married, so that I could come home to someone who could hug me and tell me that things would get better. Suddenly my mobile began beeping with incoming text messages. The messages were from UK. How come they knew I was on my way home! I felt really encouraged. Sometimes I have really hard days but I just think of happy times like last Christmas and good friends and that makes me smile again.
Then I was thinking of Becki, June, Jenny and I talked about topic "saying Good-bye" last week. Becki talked about her grand-mum, it was a long story ~ its far from Taiwan to USA. At that time I was thinking of Philip & Mildred ( they are over 90)...what it would be like to say good-bye to someone when you knew that you would not see them again!!!...Uk is far from Taiwan too!!! They gave me a hug and a kiss, as soon as I was in airplane I wept...
However cry doesn't mean I am weak, deep down I know, they are with me all the time, I am in their thoughts as they told me!